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[Nov. 20th, 2004|11:33 pm]

[

mood

depressed

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i had a bad day and all that anger i let out on my mom.i had to take a breather so i left the house and decided to go down to the park.

while there i just wanted to think, be myself. i saw a dad and his son with their dog. they were just so happy. the little boys giggling will stay in my memory

it made me think. i have the most amazing life! i have had opportunities that so many other wouldn't have. i have had amazing friends who were always there for me and even some amazing boyfriends, well minus those who want me dead. just a wonderful life.

seeing famalies in the park hugging each other, playing with each other opened my eyes. i realized that i had that family, that was my family. yet through my own teenage bullshit turned us into a family of bitching and self pity. through that self pitty there that slight gift of pleasure as a sympathy gift just to indulge in another bout of self bullshit.

and that bullshit lead to the self inflicting results. the most rediculout things one can do out of OH WO IS ME!

as i stood in the rain an abundense of emotion fleed over me and just spilled out. the beauty of the park in no way compaired . now i wish my family was once again. yet because of me i detroyed it.

you can try to explain your feelings to another. yet they are just going to come back with their own pity. you don't want to hear it! you just want a hug. that sense of security that lets you know that you are cared about.

back to reality i walked back home. tears still trickling down . to a welcome of taylor i need to talk to you. as that bitching was filling through the air song lyrics were flowing through my head. "taylor why are you crying" well then i thought to myself "so cry yourself to sleep"

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[Sep. 24th, 2004|11:11 pm]

[

mood

bouncy

]

<lj-cut text="love it or leave it">
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: lauren
x. Saw you cry: mom
x. Made you cry: mom
x. You spent the night with: lauren

x. You shared a drink with: lauren
x. You went to the movies with: sam
x. You went to the mall with: lauren
x. Yelled at you: mommie
x. Sent you an email:kenny
x. You kissed: i dunno
HAVE YOU EVER
x. Said "i love you" and meant it: indeed.
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: many times, I win, due to my size

x. Been to New York: yes
x. Florida: yes
x. California: yes
x. Hawaii: no
x. Mexico: yes
x. China: 1 a1n7 n0 4zN!!!11110n3!!!1
x. Canada: no... holy shit tho i wanna
x. Danced naked: alot. in my room.
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? yeah it was freaky.
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: so i could masturbate.. no
x. Had an imaginary friend:no by my friend had an imagionary pet aligator named herman... weird kid
x. Fought with your parents: yes

x. Things you like in a boy/ girl: Hot. yummy. good at making me happish. conversable. fun. not a fag. not a jock. not a woman..... shallow answer = body.
x. What book are you reading now: none at the moment
x. Worst feeling in the world: forebodence/ waiting for an answer/ stress.
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: i wanna go back to sleep.
x. Future daughter's name: dunno yet... audry
x. Future son's name: cooper
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes.
x. What's under your bed: i don't wanna no
x. Favorite sport to watch: HOCKEY
x. Current Age: 16
x. Siblings: I wont count him
x. Location: Dallas.
x. Piercings/tattoos: ears.
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: heck yeah
x. Do you do drugs: no
x. Do you drink: yeah sumtimes
x. Who are your best friends: EVERYBODY
x. What are you most scared of: i can think of something....
x. What clothes do you sleep in: none.
x. Where do you want to get married: i dunno yet
x. Who do you really hate: a lot of people.
x. Been in love: yes.
x. Do you have a job: no.
x. Do you like being around people: depends on who the people are
x. Are you for world peace: gay.

x. Are you a health freak: nooo
Favorite
x. Room in house: fatties like the kitchen
x. Type(s) of music: everything

x. Color: black and pink
x. Perfume or cologne: dolce and gabbana
x. Food(s): chinese
x. Month: october or november
x. Day: friday
x. Gemstone: emerald

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU
x. Cried: yea
x. Bought something: clothes and hotttt boxers from af
x. Gotten sick:i guess

x. Sang: FALEZE NAVIDA
x. Met someone new: i dont like new people... JAY KAY
x. Talked to someone: random ass people
x. Missed someone: psha

x. Hugged someone: 7r0u7
x. Kissed someone: nope

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[Sep. 24th, 2004|11:03 pm]

[

mood

bouncy

]

<lj-cut text="love it or leave it">

LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: lauren
x. Saw you cry: mom
x. Made you cry: mom
x. You spent the night with: lauren

x. Are you a health freak: nooo
Favorite
x. Room in house: fatties like the kitchen
x. Type(s) of music: everything

x. Sang: FALEZE NAVIDA
x. Met someone new: i dont like new people... JAY KAY
x. Talked to someone: random ass people
x. Missed someone: psha

x. Hugged someone: 7r0u7
x. Kissed someone: nope

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HOTTNESS!!!!!

[Aug. 18th, 2004|06:54 pm]

project revolution on friday- the used, linkin park, snoop dog, korn... EFFIN BADASS PEOPLE!!! ok so here are a few pictures from new york/conneticut... ROCK ON PREPS haha...

( ROCK ON )

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tear...	[Aug. 10th, 2004\|08:03 pm]
well i went to texas scotish rite today and here's what happened... so i looked at the x rays from 7 years ago...my back is perfectly straight. i looked at the x rays today and i have scoliosis and my back is twisting like they thought...the pictures were scary as hell cause u actually see it and it's like you look at it and it's what u imagin when u see an xray for scoliosis... i never thought that it owuld happen you know... it's twisted like 39 degrees BUT it's not bad enough YET to have surgery and im to old for a brace so they are like well were just gunna have to moniter it... it has to twist 5 more degrees for me to consider surgery...it has to be 45-50 degrees... so lets hope for the best well i'll write more later
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[Aug. 6th, 2004|11:32 am]

[

mood

sad

]

if only if only
these tears can go away
can't you see what you make me do
and it won't last for long
so cry me a stream
of your black tears

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WOOT WOOT	[Aug. 4th, 2004\|10:53 pm]
( MY NEW CAR!!! )
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(no subject)	[Aug. 4th, 2004\|04:21 pm]
( this is how bored i get )
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just a thought	[Jul. 28th, 2004\|03:47 pm]
don't you love it when a guys' all oh baby i wnat to get back with you so much i miss you... and then you say well ive had a bf all summer so i dunno maybe i'll c and the night after he goes and asks his "best friend" out who she...while your only going out wiht him is his best friend but now its... OMG I LOVE YOU YOU ARE THE BEST THING IN MY LIFE JIMMY IM SO GLAD IVE HAD YOU ALL THIS TIME.... and this only happened i dunno...he said that to me umm on sunday...and i said that to him on sunday... hmmm weird now isn't that... sorry i was just thinking
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(no subject)	[Jul. 22nd, 2004\|10:29 pm]
HAVE YOU: (x) been drunk (_) smoked pot (_) done drugs other than pot & alcohol (x) kissed a member of the opposite sex (x) kissed a member of the same sex (x) crashed a friend's car (crashed into a friends car) (_) been to japan (x) ridden in a taxi (_) had anal sex (x) been in love (_) had sex (_) had sex in public (x) been dumped (x) shoplifted (_) been fired (x) been in a fist fight (_) had a threesome (x) snuck out of my parent's house (never had to) (_) been tied up (sexually) (_) been caught masturbating (_) pissed on myself (_) had sex with a member of the same sex (x) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger (_) stolen something from my job (_) celebrated new years in time square (x) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend (_) had a crush on a teacher (_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans (_) been to europe (x) skipped school for whatever reason. (_) slept with a co-worker (x) cut myself on purpose (_) had sex at the office (_) been married (_) gotten divorced (_) had children
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(no subject)	[Jul. 22nd, 2004\|08:28 am]
HAVE YOU: (x) been drunk (_) smoked pot (_) done drugs other than pot & alcohol (x) kissed a member of the opposite sex (x) kissed a member of the same sex (x) crashed a friend's car (crashed into a friends car) (_) been to japan (x) ridden in a taxi (_) had anal sex (x) been in love (x) had sex (_) had sex in public (x) been dumped (x) shoplifted (_) been fired (x) been in a fist fight (_) had a threesome (x) snuck out of my parent's house (never had to) (_) been tied up (sexually) (_) been caught masturbating (_) pissed on myself (_) had sex with a member of the same sex (x) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger (_) stolen something from my job (_) celebrated new years in time square (x) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend (_) had a crush on a teacher (_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans (_) been to europe (x) skipped school for whatever reason. (_) slept with a co-worker (x) cut myself on purpose (_) had sex at the office (_) been married (_) gotten divorced (_) had children
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[Jul. 22nd, 2004|08:14 am]

*The \\*
Last Cigarette:	nope
Last Alcoholic Drink:	dunno while ago
Last Car Ride:	5 min ago
Last Kiss:	2 days ago
Last Good Cry:	last night
Last Library Book:	haha sure
Last book bought:	ummm school books
Last Book Read:	sum school book
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	dodge ball
Last Movie Rented:	coneheads/freddy got fingered...
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	fuck
Last Beverage Drank:	diet dr.pepper
Last Food Consumed:	sumtin last night
Last Crush:	bahaha you know who u are
Last Phone Call:	david
Last TV Show Watched:	sumtin on tlc
Last Time Showered:	this morning at like 6:30
Last Shoes Worn:	convers
Last CD Played:	tbs
Last Item Bought:	i dunno cloths prob
Last Download:	sum song
Last Annoyance:	slow drivers!!!
Last Disappointment:	to many
Last Soda Drank:	dr. pepper
Last Thing Written:	?!?!?!
Last Key Used:	again ?!?!
Last Words Spoken:	see you at 4
Last Sleep:	2 hrs ago
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	mmm yummie
Last Chair Sat In:	the one in my office..yeah i have an office beesh
Last Webpage Visited:	this one
Create a survey!

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[Jul. 19th, 2004|09:51 pm]

FUCKING SINGLE AND LOVING IT!!!

( oooh so sexy )

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oo la la

[Jul. 18th, 2004|01:28 pm]

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	one of a kind

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

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[Jul. 13th, 2004|10:55 am]

[

mood

amused

]

so as of right now... im on the fone wiht david... and he says

"the reason why ur so depressed is because there are ninja's that are microscofic..and they throw ninja stars at me cause they make u sad and mad and you have to knock on ur wall... and u talk to them and htey talk back"

so i had to knock on my wall to make david happy
then he told me that he wants to carry me on his back and that i'll be his pokemon an dcarry me in a ball and yeah throw me at people so i can fight...and yess TAYLOR TAYLOR cause those damn asians are stupid like that

then it took him 5 min to go get cookies...and then he says he's hiding under his desk cause he's cold and...
FallToGlory6: my nipples are hard
FallToGlory6: ooo lala
then he found a heater under his desk and is burned himself within the first 30 seconds...

then he went on his random sprees where he was like shhhhh then i'd go shh and he'd go NO SHHHHH only i can shhh

now he's asking if i wanna hear him pee...yeah um no thankyou... and he was being a secret agent man while he was peeing and he's telling me a story of how he was on a motocycle and hes shooting guys...etc. all while he was peeing...and im a loser cause i didnt see it...hmmm yeah

it's funny as shit...it made me laugh

comment beesh

xoxo

taylor

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[Jul. 12th, 2004|06:36 pm]

[

mood

sick

]

so i haven't written in a LONG TIME!!! so here's the recap of the last couple of days...

Friday: i went to joseph campos's party...yeah then me jim n tricia went to waterburger...went back to the party to pick up ski...then back to my house

we walked around my neighborhood for a while...and ski and tricia ran away... Ut Oh! hahaha so we walk back to find that they arn't at my house

so we were going to try and steal ski's car but he took his keys. so we turned everything up <heat and radio> and messed with all the mirrors...and stole his antena... twas fun... evilll tricia says

nite before david came over to chill...went to db's... david- i like the shrooms...wait you know what i mean...later on me- david ur shrooms are in my food...also his mailboxes are all at the end of the street...it was freaking me out!!!!! hhaha 2 days later im home hahaha

Saturday:

ANY WHERE OUTSIDE OF TEXAS IS FUCKING CANADA

Well we all three went to target and then to kolhs where my chels's mom and trisha had fun shoppin in the boys deparmetn...hah fun times then we came bak to chels's house

chels's new boy CJ came over with jeremy and we went to taco bell....and then they went to the hospital cuz jeremys sis is havin a baby..."where's it at...a six...im a boy i don't know what six means"

yeah then blaine adn john adn nathan came over! yeah that was fun omg those boys are crazy...makin fun of ashley simpson and her nose "it looks like a hawks nose".....

trisha...where u from...conneticut....o canada...no connetict....o where avril livgne is from no that canada im from CONNETICUT!!

what dumbass's

hah yeah and then we palyed baseball and stuff haha and they ate my food cause i put it on the ground...baad mistake

then we went to mc donalds..and i ate all of tricia's food...woops... then we left woop de doo

sunday: well i am sick!!! and i dropped tricia off just to find out that i might not be able to go to camp
what complete fuckoffs!!! oh well I AM MUCHO SICK :(...

i shall write later...xoxo my luv's

taylor

( dance hippo dance )

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FUCKING RIGHT	[Jun. 30th, 2004\|10:15 pm]
warp was fucking awesome! i went with chels... except the part it rained...but who's afraid of water...not me we chilled with alex garr and will starcks in their "booth" while they sold shit...wow chelsea...haha THURSDAY FUCKING KICKED ASS!!! we saw adam and colby, and tyler [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<chels's>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] warp was fucking awesome! i went with chels... except the part it rained...but who's afraid of water...not me we chilled with alex garr and will starcks in their "booth" while they sold shit...wow chelsea...haha THURSDAY FUCKING KICKED ASS!!! we saw adam and colby, and tyler <chels's friend> so she chilled with him... then afterwards chelse n me chilled and rode the gokart...i stole sum little kids bike so we were goin all over with them... then i decided to climb ontop of the gokart...HOLY SHIT CHELSEA ALMOST KILLED ME!!! never do that with chelsea driving! then jim came over and we chilled i'll write more later.... xoxo
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[Jun. 15th, 2004|06:35 pm]

[

mood

lonely

]

this is my life
as i give it out
the good and the bad
comes all crumbling down
forgive me
for all that i have done
and say good bye
one last time

written by me... not good but yeah

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[Jun. 14th, 2004|12:30 pm]

[

mood

confused

]

But now I've got to crawl to get anywhere at all. I'm not as strong as I thought.
So when I'm lost in a crowd, I hope that you'll pick me out.
Oh, how I,
I long to be found. The grass grew high. I laid down.
Now, I wait for a hand to lift me up, help me stand. I've been laying so low don't wanna lay here no more.
Don't wanna lay here no more.

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